I have an eating disorder. :/

Read on to find out more about my apparent illness. To inform you, this has been said many times before.

The bizarre British weather at the moment is due to Arctic Weather coming over this way (I think, I don't pay much attention to the weather on T.V). Of course, this meant snow again for the fourth day in a row this week and second time in 2009. I don't want to seem like I'm moaning, I love snow as much as everyone else, but it prevents me meeting my cousins because the roads are icy and therefore dangerous. The only way for me to reach my cousins house is via driving, as I would die of hypothermia walking in the cold for fifty minutes. OKAY, that's an over exaggeration but same thing. Instead, I had to stay at home.. with my mother and younger sister. I didn't have much of a problem with my mother, just the sister. She enjoys bugging me and getting me into much trouble as possible. One example: she bit my arm so I pushed her off causing my mother to yell at me because she is "only seven years and doesn't know any better". Oh, I know that's not true. She's not stupid people!

Another issue with teenagers today is that of eating disorders. You know what I mean.. girls thinking they are fat because of models or whatever. Yet again, last night it was implied I am a sufferer. I made my mother and step-father a cup-of-tea and after giving it to them, I was about to walk out the rooom when I had a dizzy spell in which I didn't move and my vision became blurry. This is the conversation:

Woah, I had a dizzy moment then. *laughs*

Did you eat lunch today?

Yes, like I do.. everyday.

What about breakfast dinner and breakfast?

You look very skinny.

Of course I look skinny! My body type is ectomorph meaning my natural body build is tall, petite and narrow hips (also a predominant clavicle), not forgetting to mention I have less than five percent body fit. HOWEVER! For my height (5 ft 6) I am an ideal weight which is like 6 1/2 and 7 stone area. I eat healthily and I exercise daily, so I feel there is no cause for concern. For breakfast I have bread or toast. Lunch I have a sandwich (ideally cheese or ham) and for dinner something like spaghetti Bolognese. Bearing in mind I also exercise between fifteen - sixty minutes a day.

Saw my father yesterday, I felt annoyed with him if I'm honest. Only because he seemed to only speak to my mother about his work at the union.. basically employment tribunals as mom may be experiencing one soon. I mean, I want to be a lawyer but to talk about the same topic of law repeating the same points for like half-an-hour seems pointless. It also doesn't help then when he arrived I was having a mood, for no particular reasons. Before my mother came home I cleaned the kitchen.. out of choice. The floors, sides, sink, cutlery... EVERYTHING. Not once did she say thanks, but everyone came home and made a mess in the room.

It's my cousins seventh birthday on February 21st and I've been invited. I admit a children's party is not my scene, but she is my cousin and I will go. Although, my mother complained as expected. Also, my older cousin (the mother of the child who is having the party) is going to the boxing with her partner as he got tickets to the boxing on February 28th in the NIA, and she asked me to babysit. I'm happy to but my mom is moaning about picking me up after as she does not allow me to take the bus, it's a ten minute drive fifteen max. She doesn't trust me getting the bus at night, and I could understand that but she also moaned about me taking it at like 2pm to get to my cousins early. She doesn't trust me at all!

Also, I need a job. Bearing in mind I'm fifteen, are there any jobs someone my age should be applying for in particular?